Sometimes.
Being tight in cash this month, there’s so many things i cannot do, so many things we cannot do. On the other hand, there’s so much out there to do without the need of the power of money. And here i am, trying to make an effort, trying to make it lively and going. I keep myself positive most of the time no matter how hard this route is.
I have alternatives to choose from but i chose just this one, this one guy that i’m willing to be with through any tough times.
The absence for that week itself made my heart grew fonder, and boy was i so elated to have him back on the bed beside me everynight. After work, i’m always held up with work of my own, sticking to the lappy.
So today, i thought, maybe we could do something together at home. But the response i had wasn’t very spontaneous, i had to understand the emotions he’s displaying. Somehow, i just wish we could do more small lil things together.
It just makes me happy, makes us happy.
Sometimes i run, sometimes i hide, sometimes i’m scared of you. But all i wanna do is hold you tight, treat you right.
